nolove - diary of dreams faraway _
cruelty on repeat
he went crazy on me- exploded started yelling at me and throwing shit at my head, all bc i have been EXHAUSTED from his ass making me walk so much over the past few weeks that i haven't been able to even begin to make any sort of long term meaningful plan to either make a decent income or better yet something to radically improve BOTH of our lives- imagine having to walk for 10 miles a day- no clue if i will ever be able to stop or if im just homeless now..... it sucks. my phone map tod me i walked 43 miles last month alone. jesus christ. unbelievable. not one of those miles did i walk willingly, every one i hoped each car that passed would be You, but never it was true... will i ever know peace?
whispers, ruminations
the whispers grew louder. shadows danced on the walls, forming intricate patterns that seemed to tell stories of forgotten realms. i tried to decipher their meaning, but as always, they slipped away like smoke through my fingers.
wrong reflections
the mirror cracked today, not from any physical force, but from the weight of the realities it reflected. in each shard, i saw a different version of myself, living lives I could only imagine. which one is the real me? are any of them real?
timeless boundaries
i found an old clock in the attic, its hands spinning wildly, defying the laws of time. as i watched, mesmerized, i felt years passing in seconds, and seconds stretching into eternities. the boundaries between past, present, and future blurred into a singular, incomprehensible moment.
