a world of wandering souls
agonizing glorious expression through absolute acceleration, always pushing a little bit harder, always toeing the line of conventional action, no more comfort zones exist to hold it back now, onwards, onwards!
totality awaits!
WHAT IS THIS SPACE?
a digital sanctuary for the wandering, the restless, the perpetually accelerating. this isn't a portfolio or a resume—it's a living document of the journey through intensity, a collection of evidence from the edges.
you've found a space that exists outside the normal boundaries of comfort, convention, and constraint. here, we document the process of pushing forward, of breaking through, of refusing to slow down. every project, every entry, every image is a marker on the path forward.
this is not for everyone. if you need things to be comfortable, predictable, or safe, this probably isn't your space. but if you're here because you recognize something in the intensity, if you're also pushing against your own boundaries—welcome.
NAVIGATION GUIDE
- PROJECTS: active experiments in acceleration and expression
- JOURNAL: raw thoughts and documentation from the journey
- GALLERY: visual evidence of the process
- GUESTBOOK: leave your mark in the void
- CONTACT: transmission channels for fellow wanderers
ABOUT
who am i? a wandering soul documenting the journey through intensity, acceleration, and edge-walking. someone who refuses to slow down, who can't stay still, who finds meaning in the relentless forward momentum.
IDENTITY FRAGMENTS
AGE: 26
LOCATION: currently: united states, east coast. sometimes other places.
OCCUPATION: student. programmer. builder. breaker of comfort zones.
PHILOSOPHY: radical acceleration. edge-walking. intensity as practice.
THE ACCELERATION PRINCIPLE
there's a point where you realize that comfort is the enemy. that staying still is dying. that the only way forward is through constant, relentless acceleration. this isn't about being busy—it's about intensity. about pushing harder, going further, refusing to accept the boundaries others have set.
WHAT IS ACCELERATION?
acceleration means pushing past comfort zones. it means when everyone else slows down, you speed up. when others retreat to safety, you lean into the risk. when the path becomes comfortable, you find a harder one.
it's not sustainable in the traditional sense. it's not meant to be. it's about burning bright rather than lasting forever. about intensity over duration. about choosing the experience of being fully alive over the safety of merely surviving.
DIGITAL PRESENCE
this space exists as a document. evidence of the journey. markers along the path. every project, every entry, every image represents a moment of pushing forward, of refusing to stay still, of accelerating through the boundaries.
- builder of tools for acceleration and exploration
- documenter of the edge-walking experience
- advocate for intensity over comfort
- student of boundary-breaking and comfort-zone destruction
- practitioner of relentless forward momentum
INTERESTS / OBSESSIONS
TECHNOLOGY
hardware hacking, entropy measurement, urban mapping, social infrastructure. building tools that enable acceleration and exploration.
PHILOSOPHY
accelerationism, edge-walking, intensity as practice. questioning comfort, embracing discomfort, finding meaning in the push forward.
EXPLORATION
urban exploration, boundary-testing, limit-finding. physical and digital spaces where conventional rules don't apply.
DOCUMENTATION
journaling, archiving, evidence-gathering. creating records of the journey, markers of the path, proof of the acceleration.
CURRENT STATE
still accelerating. still pushing. still refusing to slow down. currently focused on: building social infrastructure for the independent web, measuring entropy in physical systems, mapping invisible urban infrastructure, and documenting the journey through edge-walking. always looking for the next boundary to cross, the next comfort zone to destroy, the next level of intensity to achieve.
this is intense by design. uncomfortable by intention. if you're reading this and feeling slightly unsettled—good. that means you're paying attention. this space documents the experience of pushing past normal boundaries, and that experience isn't meant to be comfortable.
but for those who recognize something in the intensity, who also feel the pull toward acceleration, who can't quite manage to stay still—welcome. you're not alone. there are others of us out here, pushing forward, refusing to slow down, documenting the journey. (im a neet, im not a normie... im not "successful" in the standard sense, im in an intense state of chronic isolation... im not REALLY out there pushing forward, nor accomplishing shit, nor having authentic human connection (except with my boyfriend). all i really do is rot. post on discord, try and study comp sci for "pre-med" and maintain a hail-mary that ill get into some prestigious school other than community college, and somehow find myself" for "medical school"..... only copious amounts of hard drugs keep me from the constant absolute and paralyzing TERROR.
PROJECTS
active experiments in acceleration, expression, and personification of the electronic. each project represents a different vector of exploration.
RESONATOR_ENTROPY
an entropy measurement device. esp32 based. quantifying chaos and randomness as measurable forces in the physical world. experimental hardware meets theoretical physics.
→ github.com/numbpill3d/RESONATOR_ENTROPY
URBINDEX
hyperlocal mapping application for the urban explorer. label and rate abandoned buildings, water sources, power outlets, pathways. map the invisible infrastructure. intended for use by vagabons, homeless individuals, travelers, vandals, and urbex enthusiasts.
→ github.com/numbpill3d/urbindex
CRON_COMPOSER
simple UI for composing cron jobs. making the arcane accessible. time-based automation without the syntax headaches.
→ numbpill3d.github.io/cron_composer/
→ github.com/numbpill3d/cron_composer
2133.LOL
a work-in-progress social media platform for webdevs and webmasters. building community infrastructure for the independent web. by developers, for developers.
→ 2133.lol [COMING SOON]
WIREBASE.CITY
another WIP social media site, this time for artists and webmasters. a digital city for creative collaboration. where art meets code meets community.
→ wirebase.city [IN DEVELOPMENT]
NOLOVE.NEOCITIES.ORG
this space. a digital sanctuary for my unbecoming, sorrow enigma. documentation of the journey through edge-walking and striving to boundary-breaking once again. beauty in the mundane. meaning in the ugliest.
→ nolove.neocities.org
PROJECT PHILOSOPHY
every project here serves the same purpose: acceleration. they are vehicles for pushing forward, tools for breaking through barriers, experiments in what becomes possible when you refuse to stay still.
from entropy measurement to urban mapping to social infrastructure—each represents a different angle of attack on the problem of stagnation. different tools for different terrains, all moving in the same direction: forward.
COLLABORATION
most projects are open source. contributions, forks, and collaborations welcome. check the gitHub repos for contribution guidelines. fellow wandering souls and tech/ai accelerationists always welcome.
JOURNAL
thoughts, observations, feelings, and documentation from the edge. raw and unfiltered transmission of the world i saunter throughout.
Latest entries are embedded below, or visit the link directly for the complete archive.
JOURNAL PHILOSOPHY
the journal exists as raw documentation. unedited, unpolished, uncomfortable. this isn't curated content for consumption—it's evidence. markers of the journey. proof of the acceleration.
entries might be intense. they might be uncomfortable. they might reveal more than is conventionally appropriate. that's the point. comfort is the enemy. polish is a lie. this is the real transmission from the edge.
RECENT THEMES
- acceleration vs. stagnation
- intensity as practice
- edge-walking and boundary-testing
- comfort zone destruction
- documentation of the journey
- urban exploration and invisible infrastructure
- technology as liberation tool
- the experience of perpetual forward motion
ON JOURNALING AT THE EDGE
there's a point where you realize that documentation itself is a form of resistance. that writing down the uncomfortable truths, the intense experiences, the moments of boundary-crossing—that's its own kind of acceleration. that refusing to polish, refusing to make it palatable, refusing to smooth out the rough edges—that's where the real truth lives.
so the journal stays raw. it stays uncomfortable. it stays true to the experience of edge-walking, even when that experience is messy, contradictory, or hard to read. this is the evidence. this is the proof. this is the transmission from the boundary.
GALLERY
visual documentation of the journey. evidence from the edge. fragments of intensity captured and archived.
VISUAL ARCHIVE
images from the journey. some digital, some physical. all evidence of the acceleration. click any image to view in full.
eraser.jpgVECTOR_01
horses.jpgSCAN_02
doner.jpgMAP_03
glowrend.jpgSTUDY_04
laed.jpgTRANSMISSION_05
loyal.jpgFRAGMENT_06
overdone.jpgBREACH_07
overlooked.jpgDESTRUCTION_08
lumine.jpgMOMENTUM_09
numbpilled.jpgOVERRIDE_10
round.jpgPATH_11
sschizo.jpgSTUDY_12
GLITCH STUDIES
experiments in digital decay, malfunction as aesthetic, and beauty in breakdown.
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when the system breaks down, when pixels corrupt, when meaning fragments—that's when we see what's underneath. the glitch reveals truth. the error exposes structure.
VISUAL PHILOSOPHY
every image, every composition, every visual element serves the same purpose: to document and express the experience of my individual existence, thru pain, thru love... thru obsession, and agony....these aren't decorations. they're evidence.
GUESTBOOK
leave your mark. sign the guestbook. let me know you were here. share your thoughts, your essence, your digital footprint in this space.
sign below or visit the link directly. leave your trace in the void.
WHY SIGN?
in a world of ephemeral connections and algorithmic feeds, the guestbook is a return to something more permanent. your words stay. your presence is recorded. you become part of the archive.
this isn't social media. there's no algorithm deciding who sees what. just raw, unfiltered presence. a record that you were here, that you existed in this moment, in this space.
CONTACT
reach out thru the void. connect with other wandering souls. open lines of communication with fellow metahumans.
TRANSMISSION CHANNELS
voidrane@proton.me
for serious inquiries, collaborations, and deep discussions. response time: variable.
NEOCITIES
numbpilled.neocities.org
secondary web presence. check here for updates, new entries, and ongoing projects.
GUESTBOOK
numbpilled.atabook.org
leave your mark. share your thoughts. document your passage through this space.
IRC
TBD
real-time discussion for those who prefer synchronous communication. intermittent presence.
WHO SHOULD REACH OUT?
good fits:
- fellow wandering souls and edge-walkers
- collaborators on acceleration-focused projects
- those interested in urban exploration and invisible infrastructure
- developers working on independent web infrastructure
- anyone pushing boundaries and breaking comfort zones
- those who recognize something in the intensity
probably not a good fit:
a note on communication
response times are variable. sometimes immediate, sometimes days or weeks. This isn't personal—it's a feature of my current loadout. if your message resonates, you'll get a response. if it doesn't, the silence is the response. (typically, i always respond, though. i'm isolated, starved of interaction.)
prefer direct, honest, intense communication over polite small talk. if you have something real to say, say it. no need for preamble. (but... i will gladly shoot the shit, i can sling some words. lexicon heavy... constant superposition if u didnt notice already.)
FELLOW TRAVELERS
Links to other wandering souls, fellow accelerationists, and interesting spaces on the web:
- [Fellow Site 1] - Description
- [Fellow Site 2] - Description
- [Fellow Site 3] - Description
If you're another wandering soul maintaining a similar space, reach out. The network grows stronger through connection.