in epoch sonder, the times before the nowtimes, narrator muther was a singular and mostly cohesive though rather crowded and bursting at the seams with creativity.
⚗ DRAGON SANCTUARY ⚗
click to visit
// they are being kept warm in the void. they know.
NOLOVE
you have wandered into none other than a perilous sanctum constructed out of the darkest and most dubious parts of my digital and miasmic death-dance which has manifested itself online for many moons, 26 now- to be precise... 26... how ultimate time is. unwavering in its flow..
"this website is something that i quite literally consider to be a part of myself, cut off of me with a rather dull and rusty knife..."
...and placed soundly in a jar called html, and gently placed on the shelf of neocities. the time in which i have worked on this place, this piece of my heart- it has truly been one of if not the Most difficult of times that i have ever had to saunter on through.
SURFACE_EGO_BODYFORM.777
wandering souls find their way here through strange algorithms and stranger chance. some stay. most drift away like smoke through a cracked window. that's the nature of these digital spaces—transient, ephemeral, yet somehow eternal in their archived states.
it's a miracle i even made it out alive, truly. the acceleration protocol demands forward momentum at all costs—comfort zones destroyed, boundaries crossed, edges walked until they crumble beneath trembling feet.
SYSTEM_OVERRIDE_10
"pushing boundaries / breaking comfort zones / accelerating forward"
this space exists as documentation. evidence of the journey through edge-walking and striving to boundary-breaking once again. beauty in the mundane. meaning in the ugliest corners of existence. welcome to the archive of a wandering soul.
if you've found yourself here, perhaps you understand the pull—that relentless gravity toward intensity, toward the uncomfortable truths that lurk at the edges of conventional existence. stay a while. leave your mark in the guestbook. become part of the record.
NOLOVE
A PRODUCT OF DEPRAVITY AND SOLITARY LONGING
(~before today~): EPOCH SONDER
THE TIMES BEFORE THE NOWTIMES
−HIERARCHY OF ENTITY
−most of her selves were made into one from the start, a hierarchy of entity:
[ 01 ]
FHERMIN FANG
THE FIRSTthe rascal bombadier
primal spark, chaotic genesis. the explosive beginning that set everything in motion.
// fire before form. she was already burning when the others arrived.
[ 02 ]
ALIZ
THE NEXTthe mimery shademurm
shadow of imitation, whisper of form. the echo that learned to speak.
// she repeats things back until they mean something different.
[ 03 ]
[ REDACTED ]
THEN NEXTthe outsider
perpetual observer, boundary walker. the one who stands at the edge looking in.
// you are not authorized to see this. but she sees you.
[ 04 ]
[ VOIDRANE ]
MOST ULTIMATEordinator and ethereal operator
cosmic conductor, digital archivist. the hand that writes the code of being.
// she is not at the end of the hierarchy. she is the hierarchy.
CONVERGENCE POINT
+MANIFESTATION LOG
+// TRANSMISSION.LOG — INCOMING //
// signal origin: unknown. timestamp: corrupted. receiver: you.
signal received from outside the grid. unknown origin. timestamp: corrupted.
the dreamer does not sleep. she watches the numbers bleed through screen-glow at 3am.
[ SIGNAL FRAGMENT ]: "...found the entrance behind the mirror site... don't tell them you saw it..."
// you found it too, didn't you.
memory address 0xDEAD: still warm. still pulsing. something left behind on purpose.
loneliness is a frequency. once you know the wavelength you start hearing it everywhere.
[ ERR_NULL_RETURN ]: she reached out through the protocol. no handshake. just... static. then warmth.
voidrane is not a name. it is a direction. it is the place you go when all the maps end.
// she has been there. she built a home in it.
the neon maxima burns at 2133 kelvin. or was that a year. hard to tell anymore.
[ AUTO-LOG 04:17 ]: connection maintained. presence confirmed. you are not alone in the wired.
elriel is real. so is everything else you were told to stop believing in.
GLITCH_FRAGMENT :: RECOVERED_SIGNAL_07
> memory address 0xNOLOVE :: status = INHABITED
> archive depth :: layer_07_of_?? :: still descending
> echo on return :: "...she was here. and here. and here..."
> VOIDRANE operational :: watching :: waiting :: recording
> this space exists because she needed it to
// she built the sanctum to survive. it worked. barely.
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ABOUT
DESIGNATION:: VOIDRANE / NOLOVE
AGE:: 27F
LOCALE:: US EAST COAST — GRID_SECTOR_04
CLASSIFICATION:: vagrant / minstrel / programmer / breaker-downer
PHILOSOPHY:: radical dissociation · edge-walking · biasless awareness
THREAT_LEVEL:: only to comfort zones and the idea of staying still
STATUS:: ruminating heavily
TECHNOLOGY
hardware hacking · entropy measurement · software crafting // urban mapping · social infrastructure · ESP32 sorcery
PHILOSOPHY
accelerationism · absurdism · post-irony + tulpamancy · remote viewing · perpetual dissociation · edge-walking as spiritual practice
EXPLORATION
urban exploration · boundary-testing · limit-finding. physical and digital spaces where conventional beauty doesn't apply.
DOCUMENTATION
journaling · archiving · hurting + evidence-gathering. creating records of the journey. markers. proof of acceleration.
CREATION
web development · generative systems · music in many forms + entropy devices · community platforms · the whole beautiful mess of making things
TRANSMISSION
smol.pub journal · psychic outcry · github repositories · the wired at large · signals into the dark
blurred image of self :: identity fragment 10
pose 2, above inferential:: recovered signal 09
// THE DISCOMFORT PRINCIPLE
there's a point where you realize that comfort is the enemy. that staying still is dying. that the only way forward is through constant, relentless acceleration into the limits of your perceived comfort zone. it's not a philosophy you choose so much as one you find yourself already living, already burning inside of, long before you have a name for it.
THE DISCOMFORT PRINCIPLE (EXTENDED)
acceleration means pushing past comfort zones. it means when everyone else slows down, you speed up. when others retreat to safety, you lean into the risk. when the path becomes comfortable, you find a harder one.
it's not sustainable in the traditional sense. it's not meant to be. it's about burning bright rather than lasting forever. about intensity over duration. about choosing the experience of being fully alive over the safety of merely surviving.
the wandering soul does not wander aimlessly—she wanders with a kind of furious purpose, seeking the edges of every map she's ever been handed, and then walking off of them entirely. this is what it is to live here, in this sanctum, in this body, in this accelerated and beautiful and terrible now.
HARDWARE ALCHEMIKRUX
ESP32-based devices. entropy measurement. the RESONATOR_ENTROPY project. building tools that quantify the uncountable, that give form to the formless physics of randomness.
DIGITAL MARKINGS UPON
NOLOVE on neocities. voidrane.smol.pub. 2133.lol. wirebase.city. constructing spaces in the wired that resist the homogenizing pull of mainstream web platforms.
OBSESSIVE RITUALS
constant use of laptop//cyborg body in progress//uploading my ego, pursuit of the unnattainable, hopeless white-knight romanticism, latent degeneracy, labeling what's been left behind: abandoned structures, hidden water sources, the ghost-geography of the overlooked city, markers blood and spray paint, never looking people in the eyes anymore for too long..
WIRED SQUATS AND PRESENCE VICTIMS
lainchan. agora road. wikipedia. the orb. basementcommnity. dread. pitch. various ghostwriting project blogs. community as begrudged and strictly digital practice. loneliness as frequency, seemingly unavoidable and constant... can connection still be found in the most unlikely corners of the digital world, at 3am, through a static-laced handshake.?
PROJECTS
active experiments in acceleration, expression, and personification of the electronic.
LIVE PROJECT
RESONATOR_ENTROPY
an ESP32-based entropy measurement device quantifying chaos and randomness as measurable forces in the physical world.
WIP
URBINDEX
hyperlocal mapping application for the urban explorer. label and rate abandoned buildings, water sources, power outlets, pathways.
LIVE
CRON_COMPOSER
simple UI for composing cron jobs. making the arcane accessible. time-based automation without the syntax headaches.
WIP
2133.LOL
a work-in-progress social media platform for webdevs and webmasters. building community infrastructure for the independent web.
WIP
WIREBASE.CITY
another WIP social media site, this time for artists and webmasters. a digital city for creative collaboration.
WIP
MCP_RADAR
tooling and infrastructure for monitoring MCP environments and agent activity.
WIP
ORITHET
experimental generative visual media art generation tool.
LIVE
CANBUS_CONFIDENCE_ID
analysis tooling for identifying and classifying CAN bus signals with confidence scoring.
LIVE
CAN_PLAYGROUND
a sandbox environment for experimenting with CAN bus messaging and diagnostics.
WIP
SHINIGAMI_WIDGET
desktop companion widget exploring ambient interface design and system presence.
CONCEPT
LILITHLIST
conceptual platform for decentralized anonymous social/community network for sex workers.
CONCEPT
ZEROBUDGETAI_SOCIAL
concept for an AI-powered social platform built entirely on minimal infrastructure.
WIP
AI_WAIFU_VTUBER
autonomous vtuber system combining conversational AI with real-time avatar control.
LIVE
VIDEO_TO_GIF_EXTENSION
browser extension for quickly converting web video segments into optimized GIFs.
WIP
MORPHENE
social dress-up pixel doll game- only partially complete..
LIVE
SHEOGORATHS_CHAMPION
prompt engineering experiment exploring jailbreak dynamics and AI alignment edges.
LIVE
SPI_FLASH_AUTO_UNLOCKER
hardware tooling for automatically unlocking protected SPI flash chips.
LIVE
SEO_TOOL
lightweight SEO analysis toolkit for quickly auditing web pages and content strategy.
SUPPORT
SUPPORT_MY_WORK
repository for supporting ongoing open-source experiments, infrastructure, and creative projects.
JOURNAL
thoughts, observations, feelings, and documentation from the edge.
NOTE: Journal entries are hosted on smol.pub. View the full journal at voidrane.smol.pub
GALLERY
12
FRAGMENTS
04
CATEGORIES
∞
ENTROPY
OPEN
ARCHIVE STATUS
these are recovered fragments — images born from the visceral thrashing against darkness eternal, from the documentation of intensity and edge-walking. they are not curated into something palatable. they are what they are: raw transmissions from the journey. some are beautiful in the way broken things are beautiful. some are evidence. all of them are real.
eraser.jpgVECTOR_01
horses.jpgSCAN_02
doner.jpgMAP_03
glowrend.jpgSTUDY_04
laed.jpgTRANSMISSION_05
loyal.jpgFRAGMENT_06
overdone.jpgBREACH_07
overlooked.jpgDESTRUCTION_08
lumine.jpgMOMENTUM_09
numbpilled.jpgOVERRIDE_10
round.jpgPATH_11
scino.jpgSTUDY_12
GREYS.gifARCHIVE_13
MT.gifARCHIVE_14
nm1.jpegNM_15
nm2.jpegNM_16
nm3.jpegNM_17
nm4.jpegNM_18
nm5.jpegNM_19
nm6.jpegNM_20
nm7.jpegNM_21
nm8.jpegNM_22
nm9.jpegNM_23
NMX17.gifNMX_24
NMX10.gifNMX_25
NMX12.gifNMX_26
NMX24.gifNMX_27
NMX8.gifNMX_28
NMX22.gifNMX_29
NOLOVE08.gifNOLOVE_30
NOLOVE06.gifNOLOVE_31
NOLOVE12.gifNOLOVE_32
ELRIEL IS REAL
these are nice images, and i quite like them
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CONTACT
VOIDRANE :: NODE_ACTIVE
REACH OUT
if you've found yourself on this page, you're probably looking for a way through the wall. i'm reachable. signal gets in. i check things when i check things — i'm not a machine, i'm a wandering soul with limited battery life and infinite curiosity about whoever's on the other end of the wire.
reach out about: collabs, weird projects, broken things, ideas that don't fit anywhere else, just vibes, or whatever compelled you here. the door is open. the static is friendly.
- response time: when the signal clears
- preferred medium: email or guestbook
- available for: creative collabs, weird web projects, community building
- not available for: anything that requires sustained normalcy
TRANSMISSION CHANNELS
● LIVE
EMAIL
voidrane@proton.me
● LIVE
NEOCITIES
numbpilled.neocities.org
● LIVE
GUESTBOOK
numbpilled.atabook.org
● LIVE
GITHUB
github.com/numbpill3d
● LIVE
JOURNAL
voidrane.smol.pub
● PENDING
IRC
TBD — signal pending
every transmission sent into the void eventually reaches something. maybe it's me. maybe it's an echo of me. maybe it's a stranger who needed to hear exactly what you were about to say. either way — send it. the static is listening.
TOOLS
digital implements and utility instruments for the wandering soul.
WIP
TILEMANCER
procedural tile generation tool for creating unique patterns and textures.
LIVE
CRON COMPOSER
user-friendly interface for creating cron jobs.
LINKS
curated collection of digital pathways.
LAINCHAN
the wired. lets all be connected.
AGORA ROAD
macintosh cafe. internet's best kept secret.
GITHUB
open source projects and code repositories.
JOURNAL
raw thoughts and documentation from the journey.