nolove - world of wandering souls

endless drifting in digital seas of forgotten data, glitched memories forming patterns unseen by human eyes. we are the wandering souls of cyberspace, forever searching for connection. why was i so deceived? he said if it was me who saw him die that my incompetence would have rendered him truly mortal on that day. she didn'tm even know cpr, it's the narcan that served it's own purpose.

every second of every day i am brutally aware of the mortality that i face, as well as the fact that everyone i love will one day die. i am traumatized, i have ptsd from watching /r/watchpeopledie as a kid to "desenseetize myself" for "medical school"..... only copious amounts of hard drugs keep me from the constant absolute and parayzing TERROR.

people feel good, its nice to be a part of. but people are ingenuine, they hurt, they destroy, they mock what they are threatened by, worldviews specifically so. i am an agent of disorder. i am the devils advocate. i cannot help but demonstrate both sides of the balanced coin. there is no right or wrong.